Menghitung Hari...

Tak berapa lama dah nk tinggalkn tanah UK...or lebih snang...nk tinggalkan scotland...Macam2 bende kene setel dihujung2 masa ni..tiket flight..alhamdulillah..dah setel walaupon overbudget (marah kt sponsor - book lewat!!)..tp xperlah..janji dpt balik on the day...cume flight terawal siket dr plan..so..hmm..ape yer nk buat ms tunggu transit yg tersgtlah lama...dahla dlm keadaan pregnant...kalau tak tu..ok lagi nk pusing2 airport...tp bukan ade bende pon airport heathrow..best lagi KLIA...(patriotik la konon)..

Hmm...rege minyak kt UK makin naik la pulak..mujur nk balik dah...kalau x...asyik mengisi minyak ajer...dahla s ni suke jalan2...dan mmg xpuas berjln...tp xperla...xde rezeki nk jln2..dah orgpon xnk bawakkn...apelah daya nk pergi sendiri2 dlm keadaan macam ni...hrp2 nnt adelah rezeki nk tgk2 tpt org...Amin....

Last bits shopping...ha...xpuas2 lagi shopping...biasalah..konon nk perabis pound sterling cap scotland..kisahnya...talipon bank2 kt Malaysia..diorg hanya terime duit pound yg ade gambar ratu..lol!..so..kiterg pon berusaha memikir camno nk habeskn duit2 scotland cash ni...macam2..mcm xde nilai pulak...ish3...xpsl2 disuruh tuka ke euro/USD atau pon withdraw kt england...keskeskes..macam2...ptt ade simbol pound tu..betul lah tu duit pound...haih~~..

Baru ni bli la persiapan utk bersalin...alat utk thn saket..hrp2 dpt digunakan nnt..kalau x..sia2 jer beli..anyway..masih buleh dipakai utk perkara2 lain jugak...terutama slps bersalin...mula2 bid kt ebay...tp asyik kalah jer...last2 bli terus kt supplier..brand new lagi..so costnye...mahal lah....tp xperla...just once off, hrp2 berkat lah duit yg digunakn utk beli tu..leh guna hingga ke anak bongsu..berape org ehh???..hrp2 ade la terjual electrode die kt KL..kalau x segan pula nk memesan kt org2 disini...hihihi...lupa nk tgk ade tarikh luput x electrode tu...kalau ..leh beli siap2....snang..xmenyusahkn org lain..

Ha akibat hobi bershopping...dah skang saket betis...sungguh2 saket..nk jln pon susah...tp ttp nk berjln2...kisahnye..hari ahad lps g carboot kt town...sekali lif rosak...kenelah turun tangga...dr aras 2 ke aras -4...fuhhh..balik tu..menapak ler..ikot jln parking...so xde tangga...tp berbukit la pulak...haih..mcm jungle trekking pulak...sudahnye..isnin...saket lah betis sy yg cantik ni...huhu...xpuas2 shopping la katakan...mula2 pusing carboot..rs xde bende nk bli...last2..bli jugak...penuh stroller aqil jd troller bwk brg...byk brg baby la pulak..rs kesian kt aqil pulak...ntah...sejak nk dpt anak no2 ni..hari2 duk estimate camna nk bahagi kasih kelak..hrp2...sy xmenganakitrikn Aqil bila dpt baby baru nnt...risau jugak...biasa...anak sulung selalu diketepikn setelah dpt adik baru....tp sbb Aqil comel pd mata sy...sy mmg xsampai hati nk kecewakn dia walaupon kdg2 terpaksa...kdg2 termrh jugak...biasalh..hidup ni mana ada yg sempurna.....

Rezeki 1 Ramadhan....:)

Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...Ramadhan dtg lagi..seronok teramat...xtahu nape tiap kali Ramadhan..rs jiwa ni tenang dan aman..xmcm bulan2 yg lain.keje nk marah dan berangin ajer...seronok Ramadhan ni...sbb nnt bertemu dgn buka puasa...wahhh...mcm2 yg diplan utk dimasak...jadi utk itu..kenelah bersahur sbb kt edinburgh ni puasa 17 jam..haa...dr 3.30 pagi..sampai lah..8.30 mlm...gitulah cthnya...jd utk org yg mengandung, menyusukan anak mmg lah tersgt mencabar..jd bersahur lah utk survive lg 17 jam tu..

Sahur cam biasa, lauk biasa2 ajer..ayam msk tomato..lidah org mengandung ni serba xkena ajer..mujur suami mkn..mula igt nk bli kt kwn..tp insist gak nk masak..tibe2 jadi terajin lak masak...apesal pon xtahu..bdn pon agak bertenaga, jadi..masuklah ke dapur...juga niat nk abeskn stok2 dapur tu...lg 10 hari kan nk balik for good...wahhh...xsabar rasenye...kt Kl pon xmasak beriye camni...

Pagi2, kesian suami, kene bgn awal...anak tido lewat...ntah ape kene...asyik keje nk tgk BOB THE BUILDER ajer kt youtube...dithn2 nyer mata xmau tido...nk suh tido pon susah....cemtulah ade anak kecik...ade jer kerenah..tp ttp menghuburkan dan menyejukkn mata memandang...kdg mrh jugak tambah2 bila bdn saket dn leteh....menyesal rsnya..tp kalau diikut segala..takut naik kepala pulak..so...biar la die belajar sedikit erti kecewa walaupon sy sendiri sedar..kecewa tu amat memedihkn..

Oh, suami bgn pagi sbb ke carboot...ehehe..minggu ni minggu terakhir dpt ke carboot..kt KL, adeke carboot yg mmg tersgt lah murah nyer...mainan2...sy convertkan yer...cth spt brand fisher price shape sorter, baru dlm RM3...sekenhen...nk beli baru...hmmm harga kt sini...dalam 15 pound...darab lah sendiri...org2 kt sini pon ramai ke carboot...dan kalau tgk rumah2 org melayu kt sini..anak2 mmg dilimpahi toys yg teramatlah byknye..buleh dikatakan..tiap2 minggu...pasti ade je buah tgn dr parents masing2...seronok kn??? Tuhlah sy berkias2 dgn suami..dtglah keje kt sini...seronok anak2 dpt mainan baru tiap minggu...expenses xbyk...pakai buang pon buleh...tos2 yg dijual..sumer branded2...tp dh bp thn tu...xtahu lah..dan mmg masih elok2..yg menarik omputih ni..diorg xkn jual sesuatu yg xlengkap...tp kalau toys tu..mestilah ade part2 yg dh hilang2 kan..so tu mmg jual murah...jual lelong org ckp...toys rege RM1.50 pon leh dpt....hihihi...

Biasa sumai yg g carboot sbb sy kalau g,mesti jln siket dh rs nk pitam..penat...smlm pegi la jugak kejap..xreti sgt tawar menawar selalu no luck..so sy suh suami g awal2 pagi..ms baru2 buka...alhamdulillah..seronok sgt...smlm dpt ape yg dihajati selama ni...dh byk kali attempt nk bli benda alah tu...selalu termiss..dah book..tp seller jual kt org pulak...xde rezeki..rupenya Allah nk kasi rezeki yg lebih baik sbg pembuka Ramadhan...alhamdulillah...ape bende tu...haha...biasalah org pompuan...suke survey kan...so nk menambahkn equipment baby...(dlm plan nk ade anak byk lagi nih)..beli siap2 keperluan yg buleh pakai sampai ke anak bongsu...equipment yg konon nk bli dulu ms anak pertama yg xdibeli2 sbb mhl....ade lg 1...tp dah terasa kurang keperluan..jadi xbeli pon walau pon offer yg sgt menarik...

Puasa pulak..alhamdulillah..hari pertama seronok...kurang penat..rsnye penat lg ms menyusukn bdn dulu..dh petang...nk balik keje tu..aduhh..leteh teramat....mmg sah2 lah lauk bli jer kt pasar ramadan...kt sini..kenelah masak...byk pulak..sampai penuh perut....hari ni...berbuka...igt nk menjala...leh mkn dgn kari ayam smlm....:)

Last bits to MSc PE...

There is less than 2 weeks i will be completing my course. As long as i can recalled, the past few months, were the hectic months for me as a student cum mother cum wife. It was really a challenging time that i went through from September 2008 until now. If i was given a choice, I would rather stay and work than came here for MSc. I guess, it would be rather a bit easy if you really get fully support from your family but not me. I think the courage that I had to complete this course came from my innerself. It was very hard to dig it out. As before, while doing degree, I got fully support from a person that I owed so much. I came from a non-educated family however, I know, my parents always pray for my success eventhough they don't know how to give moral support in words. My siblings..nahh...they always challenged me and we hardly say good luck to each other..and i feel, my journey in reaching my own goals..are all by myself...i really wish that i get a complete support from everyone..i feel grateful that i know friends that easily wish me luck in whatever i do, and that is why, i always remember my friends but my weakness is, i don't know how to show them that i really appreciate them all...

Almost a year I forget everything i left at home but deep in my heart..i kept remember how my house is..hehe...yeah..at 25 years old, I already owned a property by myself. Then, the property become a place for us to live. But, I have this weakness, i'm easily get worried of anything and evrything, that brought me to get married earlier as i need emotional support from the other half. What we planned, we seldom get..that is what I am experiencing now.I am still full of worries and it get worsen. However, thanked to Allah who is always there and hear me cry during my prayers and i feel relief. The ups and down that i went through taught me to be strong for the future and this is the value added that i've always overlooked. What i think is i want an easy life, with no stress at all..but how can that be?

I think, I do not favor doing research work. I hate it. I am very relief now as I've finished the report eventhough the report is a bit rubbish but the idea is there. I really hope the examiners will accept it and give me the pass mark, that is all i aimed for. Due to my current condition, i can't hope so high as the constraint is very much hard to overcome. It's lucky that I am still doing it rather than forget about it. It's only 20%.One of my friend even request to resit a paper to get a good grade but the advisor says no. I am really think that, the university is happy enough to pass all of the student. Hopefully.

Now, the last bits are to submit the report, presentation, SPE and then HOME!!! Wish me luck for these last bits....

Xpuas Shopping....

I lurve shopping so much...tp bukan yg expensive ones...yg murah2 jer tapi branded...haaa..camna tuuu....i wish i can bu all those expensive stuff once i stepped in the outlet but i can't..it's just not me!..I like to look around, do price surveying and compare...which is cheaper...and then..i convert into RM..haha...ridiculous yeah? Some people told me not to convert prices here to RM but i do...because if i can get the same thing at home..why shud i buy it??..make my boxes full...haha..and things i love here is when sale is coming..it is really sale..and the best thing is..i can shop online...and sometimes...free delivery...amazing yeah???...am also love to browse through on shelf in the store..and there was once i bought a mini remote control car that RRP 30 pound and i paid just less than 3 pound..baloi kan????

And yesterday, after my hubby;s meeting with his supervisor...we went out to pick up my shoes at Clarks'..sale OK...xde nyer nk bli RRP price..never pon...only buy when it is on sale!..but poor hubby, his order did not fit his feet...kaki lebar...kasut tu slim...kehkehkeh..mine...pon lebar..but i know...now my kaki dah mengembang...lg pon kasut tu hanya buleh dipakai for functions only...hihihi....then...masuk GAP...wahhh..ade stock clearance...jalan2...belek...penat dah sebenarnye....haha..amik 1 jeans...GAP KIDS...kihkih...muat tu...owhh...pasni..baik bli baju budak..really fits me well...owhh...I feel like I'm very young....kihkihkih...

Then, we off to Curry's..nk tgk if kot2..my steamer still on shelf tak...pusing2...owhh..they are still having massive clearance and many of appliances have been reduced to a very2 cheap price....mata dah terbeliak...cari punya carik..yeay!!..there it was....weeee...tapi....steamer tu...yg display...i dun care...sbb the price was so cheap..in fact direduced kn lagi....yeay..i got the one that i wanted....tp ade 1 part missing..anyway...does not matter...xeffect the function...tp baloi....seronok gile...snang nk simpan..fuhh...belum try lagi....nampak gak food processor...tp rs mesti yg display gak..tp menarik wooo...ade liquidiser....haha...nnt lahh....xmemerlukan sgt...lg memerlukan steamer...yeah...dpt steamer letric...alhamdulillah....masih ade rezeki utk ku....dan dgn ini bermakna...bertambah lagi brg2 nk dibwk balik...muat ke tidak kontena nih....hmmm???

Hari-Hari di Bumi Scotland...

Lagi 2 weeks jer..kontena akan sampai dan segala brg2 yg akan ditemui dlm sebulan 2 akan dipindah masuk..maka kosonglah bilik tetamu ku...skang, sgtlah penuh, itupun baru 3/4 belum termasuk brg2 yg masih belum dicapai..byk lagi dlm wishlist...ade rezeki adelah...xdpt..mungkin rezeki yg lebih menanti kt tanah air sendiri...kt sini yg seronok tiap2 minggu ade carboot...tp sygnyer...ms nk akhir2 ni..baru lah terbuka minda ttg ape yg nk dicari dicarboot..kalau dulu..setakat pergi cuci mata dan asyik membeli buku2 utk Aqil...semenjak pregnant no.2 ni..barulah terbukak mata nk cari brg2 baby yg mana xdpt ms pregnant kn Aqil dulu...fuhh..byk lagi...kelengkapan2 yg belum dicapai...jugak brg2 electronics...kitchen appliances..dan jugak pingganmangkuk...ish...sempat ke ni nk p jengah...dgn kesibukan menyiapkn dissertation..sibukkah?? mcm tak jer...kesihatan yg on and off menyebbkn fokus utk membuat report sgtlah low...dr rating 1 hingga 10..mungkin energy level ku hanya 1...owh..igt nk extend..tp boleh kah??cuma 20% shj...hmmm....pasti kene kuar duit sendiri....serius..pengalaman belajar kali ni xseindah digambarkn...indah lagi kenangan blajar zaman solo....:)

11 sept 2008, aku mendarat di bumi UK buat pertama kali...rakan2 yg jugak baru pertama kali bertemu dan berkenalan yg menyambut penuh mesra ditgh bulan puasa..ditumpangkn di rumah kenalan yg jugak baru pertama kali diperkenalkn..di sini aku belajar hidup bermasyarakat...kt KL...hmm...masuk rumah..tutup pintu..mmg xde aktiviti lgsg dgn kawan2..bosan...disini masa2 yg paling aku suka bila ade gathering..wahhh...seronok berkumpul, berborak dan makann..makan yg paling aku suka...sbb itu mmg hobi aku..suka makan...kihkih...aku hrp, slps pulang nnt, aktiviti2 ni masih berterusan...inshaAllah....akan ku alu2kn rakan2 menjengah ke teratak buruk ku yg tinggi di atas langit...yerlah...aku xberumah di atas tnh...aku berumah kt ruang udara...nampak gaya..aku kene kemas cpt2 rumah utk menyambut tetamu pd bila2 masa...owh...tak sabar nk make over rumah...mujur balik awal...tp larat kah??? dgn perut makin membsar...hmm..kali ni cpt pulak membesar...aku rs..saiz perut skang spt saiz perut ku 8 bulan ms pregnant kali pertama....fuhh..agaknya hasil lebihan lelemak yg dahulu kot...huhuh...

31 Ogos 2009...belum genap 365 hari aku dibumi Uk, aku terpaksa pulang dgn hati yg berat meninggalkn semua warga edinburgh yg mungkin tidak akan dilupakn sampai bila2...disini..diibarat sebuah keluarga yg besar...seronok...dan aku berhrp...silaturrahim yg terjalin ini berkekalan sampai bila2 walau tanpa pertalian drh..kita sesama muslim kan bersaudara...:)...31 ogos jugak detik kemerdekaan Tanah Melayu yg kini dikenali sbg Malaysia jadi mmg pd tarikh itu aku sptutnya merdeka dr Msc ku..dan aku berhrp ia menjadi benar...Amin..doakan aku...1 sep 2009, mendaratlah aku nnt...dpt berbuka puasa di tnh air sendiri...tp dlm hati ttp risau..kenapa??..ape lagi kalau bukan H1N1 yg berleluasa tanpa kawalan di tnh air sendiri...aku hrp aku tidak lupa membeli mask seblum naik flight...aku risau...sbb aku dan Aqil merupakan org2 yg berisiko tinggi...Ya Allah, lindungilah kami berdua...sbb tu aku terasa amat berat nk pulang...takutkn kene menetap di hospital..sapa g nak jaga aku...sapa nk jaga Aqil....hmmm..mintak2 dijauhkan...

Raya nnt ntahlah cemane...cuti aku xbyk..aku ni mesti byk nk bercerita dgn keluarga...dptkah kali ni beraya lama siket dgn mak, abah, kakak, abang2 dan anak2 buah yg pasti merindui aku..(konpem nk duit raya byk2 ler tu...nasib baiklah korang jer 3 org anak buah sejati..boleh la cik kasi duit raya byk...duit raya pound sterling nak???)..oh..terlupa pulak souvenir2 utk 2 anak teruna tu....yg si gadis...dh beli..suka xsuka...terima la ekk.tp coklat pasti menunggu korang....hihihi...aku jenis yg jrg talipon keluarga sbb keluarga aku pon jenis jrg talipon2 ni...biasa kalau berjumpa..ha..boraklah masa tu...masing2 pon mmg kenal perangai masing2...xde bende mustahak...mmg xde lah talipon..tp doa sentiasa dlm iringan....cemtulah ingatan buat keluarga...kdg2 somethings are better left unsaid kan...

Memenuhi TAG dr Liza....

TAG buleh buat...THESIS...malas...hahaha....

WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE?
happiness...:)

WHAT IS THE LAST THING THAT YOU BOUGHT WITH YOUR OWN MONEY?
owh...tadi ada beli croissant, donut dgn minyak masak...hehehe...

WHERE DO YOU WISH TO GET MARRIED?
kat space...hihi..pelamin nyer bintang2...ceyyy...

HOW OLD DO YOU THINK YOU WILL BE PERMANENTLY OWNED BY UR LOVE?
ntah...hingga hujung nyawa....bertemu di syurga...

ARE YOU IN LOVE?
of course~~

WHERE WAS THE LAST RESTAURANT YOU HAD DINNER?
hmmm....dinner??..xpnah dinner kt luar...tp rsnyer...lunch+dinner pnah la kot..kt malaysian hall kitchen, london....

NAME THE LATEST BOOK THAT YOU BOUGHT?
book??..beli tp xbaca....so..mmg xigt tajuk..

WHAT IS YOUR NAME?
Joely - ala2 angelina jolie (perghh...perasan~~)

DO YOU PREFER YOUR MOTHER OR FATHER?
mmm....dua-dua laaaa.....

NAME A PERSON THAT YOU REALLY WISH TO MET IN REAL LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME?
nk jumpe sape...xtahulahhh.....bumblebee boleh x???

CHRISTINA OR BRITNEY?
dah xminat 2-2.....

DO YOU DO YOUR OWN LAUNDRY?
takk....my super hubby buat....

THE MOST EXCITING PLACE YOU WANT TO GO?
disneyland...florida.....

CAMERA OR MP3 OR HP?
HP yg ade camera dan mp3 player...:)

POINT OUT 5 THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU
1. rakan seperjuangan membuyung...hihihi...
2. wife kpd ex-skulmate dan ipar kpd ex-coursemate...
3. her skin is realllyy fair..jeles iii....
4. very the petite and always have the happy faces..:)
5. rajin dok ajak mai umah dia kt german tu haa....:)

3 THINGS I SAY TOO OFTEN?
1. Aqil~~
2. No!
3. Well done!

BOOK I'VE RECENTLY?
xmembaca pon...xde mood...tp adelah baca buku anak...buku thomas...hihihi

4 SONGS I COULD LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN?
1. Baby Go - The noissete...yeke??
2. Bob the Builder
3. Poker Face - Lady Gaga
4. Fifi and the flowertots

3 THINGS I LEARNED LAST YEAR?
1. Sabar
2. Redha
3. Tawakal

Hrp maaf...saya tgh mood malas mengetag pslnye..xramai pon org dlm blog list saya ni....okeh liza....dah buat tag kamu....:)