He is 1 YO

My son has reached 1 year old.Now, he is very capable of standing by holding to something, crawling, joking and talking, he talks so much now but of course baby language.Now, he is so glued to me.Whenever he sees me around, he will crawls to me and ask me to play with him.He is such a wonderful kid.He loves to smile and laughs.He is so adorable to me.Of course i would say that since he is my son.Now i know how is mothers feeling on their children.It is so beautiful to feel like mother.

For his birthday, i prepared a birthday card for him to read when he is able to.I handmade it myself.But somehow, when handed to him, he bites it and the envelope didn;t look nice anymore.Some of the decoration on the card also fell off since the glue was not a good one.(I made it at office, so used only office stuff.)I am glad to have him breastfed for 1 year.It is a long time though.And am happy that my milk still producing at a good rate.There is another 1 year to go, InsyaAllah.Papa bought him toys that will stimulate his problem solving skills and logic thinking skills.Thanx papa.

Early in the morning, i kissed him and wish him birthday.I love to see him while he's sleeping.So cute.Just the same look as the first time i saw him sleeping 1 year ago.I LOVE HIM so much i couldn;t tell.I have a lot of plans for him and hope that all will works.I hope GOD give me the strength and will to raise him to be a good person.

Last Eid, i worn him a baju melayu i made myself.Although it was a slightly bigger, but it looks nice on him.I;m proud that i was capable of finishing it right on time.He was also busy helping me preparing cookies jar for Eid.He's so funny when he felt boring at others house, he would start yawning and put a sign that he wanted to rest and sleep.After we got at our room, he asked to play with him.Unless, there was other kid played with him, then he would not yawningasking for rest.So clever this dude!

I am so happy that we were able to wore one theme of Eid suits.I feel like a family for the first time ever!I hope this will continues from time to time.I hope i can rearrange for a T-shirt for family.Hehehe..

A high chair????

My dear baby was born on 12th October 2006. In next few days, he will turn 1.To me, he is still my little baby although my hubby said he's big enuff to sleep by himself.I resisted since for me, as long as he is not independent, he will still sleep with me.And furthermore, he is still breastfeeding.If we sleep at separate room, it will make a mess for me to feed him during night hours.I know what my hubby was thinking.He wants some attention from me, his wife.Actually, it doesn't mean i never give attention to him but he demands more.Married to a single child and not very socialize, this is what i have to pay.But for me,i still can handle this on my way.Sometimes we can't pamper so much those who are used to have first priority attention.He has to learn to share me with the children instead.It is not all the time my priority is him.For now, raising our children become first priority to me as to raise a good person in future must be nurture from baby age.Like malay wisdom said, Melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya.I feel relief since i don't have much challenge as others do in raising m child (i do have sometimes actually).I am happy that i got the chance to raise my child using my own template!I hope the template is good and never spoil my child.

Now, my child can crawls, cruises and ongoing learning how to stand up.He babbles a lot making cute sounds that make me smile.He now know how to reject things and sometimes demand for things.He still has his minor eczema and today i'm going to buy other solution helping him to remove the itchiness.He is healthy and happy baby and i'm glad that he grows healthily only fed from my own milk!He just started to eat a lot, 3 meals per day and still, milk is only BREASTMILK!I really wish that i can feed him up to 2 years.I am motivated to continue since Allah gives me the wealth of having lots of milk eventhough my body is very thin.(people always surprised when looking at me knowing that i am still breastfeeding my baby!..Kuasa Allah sape boleh lawan!)

What to give him as birthday present?I'm looking for a high chair for him.The one that i look for is sellable far away from my home and my hubby doesnt want to bring me there.I guess, i have to go through the hassle to get there by myself!But when is the suitable time?I only had 1 hour lunch time.I guess, i would try it this friday!2 hours but actually during fasting month we are required to work during lunch hour since we are given an early time out.My dream high chair is quite expensive and my hubby said it's not worth it to buy one since its gonna be used for a while.I protested saying that, it got the best features with toys and music to stimulate baby and can be used up to 4 years old.However the size is quite big and it is not meant for travelling.Well, in Malaysia, everything with quality is expensive.Even the not that good also exepnsive.I don't know why.When comparing to US items sold in US, the US citizen is very affordable to buy baby stuff at good price having the best quality products.In Malaysia, evrything is expensive.Not compatible with our salary!The inflation is so bad in Malaysia.I wish govt do something about it.The people is suffering in craving for good products!Even the food are expensive.What the heck! (Melalut pulak!)

Hmm...i think it is definite to buy him a high chair look like the pic.

Already bought but not the same as i wanted.I feel cheated by the shop since when i emailed, they mentioned about the above unit, went to their shop, they said the look may varies from what they've posted.I bought though since we travel so far and afraid that my hubby will scold me.I hate being scolded since he was the driver and it was rainy day, so i bought it at 449.90.Quite dear rite?But what to do, i like to survey and tot of leaving but i cant face being scolded in the car back to home.a litle feeling of "menyesal" exist at home but i remain silent.Actually, can look at another shop at Ipoh but when to go?My hubby doesnt like to travel.How i want to drive?I can't focus on driving for long hour and plus with baby inside.I can;t simply leave my baby and went out for hours except going to work!