Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Exam....again??

It has been 4 years I left the study desk and now I am fully at desk munching materials that I supposed to munch 4 years ago (how fool I was at that time...sigh**). I just had my drilling too much and I think I would go for another subject tomorrow. This morning we had session with SHELL on FDP project...very interesting, I like it as it gave me the actual picture of subsurface team on a project, However, I still don't get the true life of PETROLEUM ENGINEER onhand.

There will be 4 subjects for the exams. I'll be sitting separately from mr hubby as i think it's good, pressure for me to see him because he is very struggling with the subjects (asyik study ajer pehtu dengki2 kt org pulak...grrr)..I just going to recover from my bad 2 days flu, fever and cough...which I haven't had time to study as i feel very sore these three days..hopefully I am still can remember what've studied or heard in the class before because I don't to push so hard or else I'll become tyrant at home...hahha..

Being a wife cum mom cum student is very big challenge for me.Frankly, I do not have sufficient time to study at full fuel.I only make use the time at school, and after class as I send my son to nursery from 8.30 to 5.30. Weekend is very hard and at home, due to cold weather, I can't concentrate very well on the material.But I did try to ensure that i cover everything in the course notes or i'll regret it later (this is my practice eversince!). I really hope i can study hard like mr hubby but I can't because everytime i push so hard, I became headache like a big bump on my head.

My expectation is above average, as usual, I expect more but realistic to what I have struggle for and what i believe.I believe in faith in everyday prayer.I believe in God that He will help me in anyway whenever I find difficulties.That is my strongest belief ever.I don't compete with mr hubby or friends, i do it for my personal achievement and happy if everyone score with flying colors..I really hope I'll be among them...AMeen...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Short Update

Have been very occupied with classes and studies lately. Exam is coming in 3 weeks time. Hopefully i can do it very well with the hurdles i am facing here right now.

Aqil was caught with fever+cough+flu last two weeks which made him very uneasy and stressed. He cried whenever we left him at the nursery. Even after he was already cured, he was still grumpy and it took a week for him to restart his mood for school. Now, he is ok with that and very cheerful in which he received lots of stickers from his teachers for good behavior at nursery.

My study is coming to the finale where exam is around the corner. My body is always aching since i carry Aqil morning and evening back and forth to and from his nursery 5 days a week. Imagine that, I've to carry him and run to get on the bus or else have to wait for another one. There was sometimes I feel like my joint is separating and I could not hold the weight anymore which I feel like crying. Aqil just doesn't have strong chemistry with his dad and he doesn't want him to carry him If i'm there. Dad refused to send or pick up Aqil alone and I HAVE to follow and the ache is always there everyday non-stop. I only can wish for good health from GOD.

We planned to buy a car for bringing back home. We did test drive a car but, at the end we have to cancel the deal as Mr Hubby did not like the old engine the car is having. For myself, I'm more esctatic, there were dents and chips at the exterior. So, in conclusion, we are still looking for a nice car with an attractive price of course. I wish we will find one.

Scared Aqil...
We went to Deep Sea World this morning and happy to linger around with other Malaysian.BEST! Eventhough the Deep Sea World is not that exciting. I think, AQUARIA is much better and CHEAPER of course. I'll definitely will go and visit AQUARIA straight away after returning home. At Deep Sea World which is located just 20 minutes from my place, we watch shark feeding.That is my first time seeing live shark live in an aquarium.I get to see the seal which I believed the same as I saw at the North sea beaches during my field trip visit, the COMMON SEAL. I did not see the frog because I don't like them though..GELI!!!

Aqil With his doughnut...
Now, I'm begging for a nice swatch watch from Mr Hubby for exam purposes. I hope we will granted that.I don't care whether it is a used one or where he bought but i really need one and i want SWATCH made. I kept saying this to him from Malaysia and currently I am actually quite dissapointed since he did not take seriously on my request....