Petrophysics..

I always wanted a perfection in what ever am doing but it will never be perfect. I always willing to contribute something to the people that really hope something from me but it always a dead end at the beginning and takes time for any contribution..but this time, time is really limited..i am still don't really know what i'm supposed to do..it's not that i'm escaping from the role that has been given to me but, with the weak condition of myself, the least motivation that i have now make me blunt and can't think straight of the steps that i should've taken.

I'm glad that i'm in the group of people where most of them are really talented in the area they're belongs to but am worried if i can't fulfill their target. It's not that i'm not cooperating well but seriously, honestly, with zero experience in this field, i really can't imagine the real thing i need to do. With very minimal guidance (only from books and asking friends who are also don't really know), i'm afraid i can't meet the objective. I've started thinking that my decision to do petrophysics is a big mistake but that is what i want to be when i get back to the company because i feel that is the simplest job i can do after reservoir, drilling or what ever which i am not good at (i don't get good marks for the rest of subjects)..but, when come to application...i am stucked..my previous lecture which is also a petrophysicist was gone to other university and left behind the academician which are very busy at the moment..and i'm not confident of their capabilities to guide me..but i will try to approach them and hopefully they will give a useful guidance of what petrophysicist should do....