Pantang sendiri???

Gambar hiasan...Asif masih dlm perut...missed this place very much!!

I am still in my confinement period, however, this time, i'm doing it all by myself, no mom around, i'm taking care 2 kids in the house all by myself. I feel more comfy when staying at my own house rather than be in my parent's without hubby by my side. I had experienced it once during my first confinement, where i got terrible PND when hubby was not around. Then, after 2 weeks, I asked to be at home and my excuses during that time was to have Aqil first paed visit..hihi..and this time, my mom did not ask anything since she knew her dotter is really stubborn and independent.

Be a mother of two, actually, it was fine before i went back for my bro wedding. My stress level was OK, xde mrh2..but..after the wedding, we had a night time travelling, and i was so exhausted for many days..mengantuk xigt sampai xlrt nk bgn nk mandikn anak..it was really tiring..and i swear, never travel during early weeks of my confinement...or during confinement...better be at home and take of yourself...after this, no more traveling until further notice..dekat2 OK...but if a journet takes more than hour...OMG..kematu bontot....

I am easily get my anger bila penat2 ni..so yg jadi mangsa..Aqil..pantang wat slh..mesti i naik hangin..before..i cuba utk bersbr...dan guna sikologi kt dia whenever he makes mistake...now, i'm trying to get to normal...just like before the traveling took place..but...Asif is kind of 'manja'...need to be hold for a long time until he fall asleep..and now, my left arm dah lenguh...camne xlenguh..dok carry almost 5kg baby....Asif is quite a big baby for his age..he managed to gain 600g in 2 weeks...myself?..belum timbang lg..but last time...50kg..wah3...but perut..masih belum surut sepenuhnya..any tips??? nak kempis spt muda remaja dulu???heheh....

lain2 kesakitan...alhamdulillah..all gone...only that...worry of my perut...bila nk kempis ni...xceluih kebayaku....huhuhu....Asif still in his redness....his true color xkuar lg...kaler ape agaknye ehh??...ehehe..anyway...Aqil is really helpful...sgt syg kat Asif...always kiss his adik and now...sgt bijak berkata2...his sentences both in english and bahasa are really improving...however...masih ade lg sifat penakut dia...huhu..

i am glad i have given birth to these two wonderful boys and i am proud that having a husband that really understand my requirement for this second delivery...(barulah rs xserik nak beranak lg utk sayang!!!..ehehe)...I really love my 3 heroes of my life...Asif, cpt2 besar...mama nk bwk jenjalan gold coast~~~..ehehe....(entry ida berjln ke gold coast sgt megujakan...nnt aku follow up dgn ko ehh ida sume psl gold coast..tp lambat lg lah....)