So jealousssss......

Most of my closest friends has had 2 or more children even they got the first one bit later than mine..I wish I'm in the same boat as they are..I've been prohibited to conceive while studying by my hubby which i feel so stressful and i cried a lot because of this actually. I cool down by myself and think positively.I can't pregnant alone without support and my Aqil is still rely on my milk. I don't blame this study occasion because i chose it willingly due to some other reason. And another thing I have a fear that what if I won't be blessed with any incoming children?? Na'uzubillah...I want more and more..only children makes me happy. Now I have only one and I really want him to have company. At least he won't feel left behind if i'm too busy at work. yeah, work is another thing in my mind. I'm always thinking of balancing work and children and husband and of course my own time in the future. I don't want the past to be repeated as it was so frustrating and am tired of it.

And then, I asked my hubby let's have a try this coming March as I plan to get one by December this year..I hope I can...Ameen...If not..we will try another year...oh..so long to wait for a small baby again...Congratulations my friend who has just had or expecting a new baby....

1 day old Aqil - missed this moment very much...

Wellflo & NHS

That is the conventional pumping system to lift up oil from reservoir on onland well

I thought today we will be having the production technology class but we got an introductory session on wellflo software. What is it? It is a software to analyse well flow la...haha..frankly, I am still blur about this software...The tutors were not really helpful in assisting the student what they are doing.They even didn't explain what are the significance of the results obtained.Oh dear, this going to make me crazy as I'm always stuck with stuff involving simulation. And plagiarism is strictly prohibited.Oh dear, what am i going to do??I have a project to complete and it carries 20% of total coursework..Oh dear..I really hope I'll get it sorted out as soon as possible.However, i am still in holiday mood.Maybe because of too much hardwork during the past exams make me want to rest longer and still i didn't go for leisure vacation during my term break as the weather was so cold and windy, apart of we don't have that much of money to go for vacation.Poor us.Yeah, i did a little shopping but it was not really enjoying as when we were on budgeted shopping.



Tomorrow NHS will be coming over to our home to visit my son.I wonder for what reason but we just got a call before lunch informing that the practitioner will come to check for our son.What we wonder is, do we have to pay for their visit???I hope it will be covered by NHS. Speaking about NHS, we recently changed our centre to the one that accept student and the dependants covered under NHS - meaning FOC on all type of medical treatment. Before, we registered at one centre and they said our son will not be covered. We were really surprised and we asked around about this and they were surprised too. Then the centre in our uni suggested another centre which is nearer to our house.

Our son is still allergic to cow's milk. I wonder when will he become tolerant to cow's milk as actually my own milk is depleting. My body is feeling ache as still need to wake up 3 times nighttime for bf but i am already used to it. The resultant is, I am weak to do other stuff like study, cooking and housechores. I eat a lot but still I feel weak and most of the time I have to beg my hubby to help me on doing the stuff other than study, he obviously can't study for me as he can't sit for my paper anyway. On the other hand, I feel it is not the right time to stop bf him as he is still CMPA or lactose intolerant or what ever, hence if he stops bf, he will not get his protein as he rejected soy milk. He rarely eat veggies and meat. I've tried but he will spit it out after he tasted it. I pray so hard that one fine day, his allergies will gone forever. Poor him, can't even eat ice-cream, chocolates, cakes etc..

I found this is really true...

Online Shopping

I've always skeptical with online shopping. I've always worried on payment term and the quality of the item received, not to forget the probability of not receiving the item. But here, living in a developed country with a civilized nation, everything is simple and secure. I still remember when I arrived here, I hardly seen any houses with full height fencing or auto gate. All are open but hardly seen the people loitering around the houses as it is better to stay inside rather than outside.

To date, I've done more than 5 online shopping and all the items received perfectly although one of it i need to return as i ordered wrongly. The return policy is within 28 days, long enough to think very carefully either to return or keep. And there will be 2 orders on the way which will be received next week. My wallet has been very bitter lately due to the clearance sale offered online. Therefore i plan to stop for a while and wait for any other eye opening offer next time. Arghh...the offer are so tempting. Awaiting is the breadmaker, still, i don't know which brand is the best, so we KIV the item for now.

Break is Over...

Today is the last day of the first semester break. Tomorrow, class will resume as usual. For the whole week, I'll be attending the same subject which I never know about before. I really hope all the subject for this semester will be more interesting and most importantly is easy to understand and grasp. This semester will be more challenging than the first as there will be course works as well. Lucky it wasn't done in first semester as I skipped 2 weeks classes. This semester I really hope everything is with me and I can study with an open mind and easy.

Still, I don't know what my result will be as I don't know where to acquire the result, lol! I dare to ask other friends but pity me, I forgot to take their contacts and they are all away for vacation except me. Well, I need to put aside some saving as we spend a lot here due to the expensive nursery fees. *sigh* If not, i believe, maybe we were at disneyland, or went to spain or dubai....(only in my dreams!!!)

Yeah, with a new year 2009, new semester reopen, I wish everything goes smoothly and get better performance in my study...Ameen...

A 'Visit' to Livingston??

Last monday my hubby and I went to livingston to 'visit' designer outlet stores as we haven't been there before. We kicked off our journey after sending Aqil to his nursery as it is really impossible to shop with Aqil as I heard that the store is big and little Aqil might be exhausted after an hour walking around and then, we can't do anymore shopping but go home.

It was sunny day but cold of course, it's winter time.And the road is very clear as most of Scotlands have gone to work. As we arrived we felt confused because there is 2 big superstore built side by side.We parked the car, and we were delighted when we saw the front door of designer outlet. Most of the people said, you can get really good bargain at this store as it sell stuff direct from factory hence, the prices are really breathtaking for a shopper like me.

I was able to get a CK jeans at a very2 cheap price and few blouse and long sleeve t-shirt. And I got changed my shoes instantly as my feet were very sore at Clarks. I was also managed to get a very cheap skirt which i wanted for very long time. Then wes urvey on kitchen stuffs and found the tefal set was very worth it but we didn't buy instantly. We went back and think!

Then on Wednesday, we went there again, initially to get the tefal set before it out of stock. That day was very shopping day that i never had in my life. I bought 4 set of Next suits and 2 pairs of Clarks shoes. I was very excited as I found my perfect size for both as it was really hard to find my size during SALES in KL.However if i do have more extra money, I think I would buy more than i did.It just i need to save for my son nursery fees as my allowance would only comes in in March which still a long way to go.Never mind, I'm not a luxurious shopper anyway, so I don't mind if didn't get the latest trend or branded stuffs for myself. I just look for the quality and prices offered. And I am happy as I'm already have stuffs to wear to work when i return to KL. Yeaayyy.....So I don't regret not going for BOXING DAY earlier!! Hehehe...

Just a few words...

It has been more than 2 years I haven't pregnant. My son is growing up from day to day. Now he is 2 years old toddler which in my life, I never take care of toddler before as I don't have little brother nor sister. However, I found it is very amusing kids at this age behaves. His first words, of course - MAMA. And it took quite sometimes for him to call PAPA as initially he called papa - MAMA as well. Now he is getting talkative and creative. He can actually imitate easy words that he heard of and for some words, he couldn't get to a correct pronunciation. He is still developing in making complete sentences like - I WANT TO EAT - or - I WANT BANANA - However, now his english is improving as he can understand both bahasa and english for some things such as - BALL (Bola) - SOCKS (Stokin) - BANANA (Pisang) - SLEEP (Tido) and many others. Just that he is still weak in making complete sentences. He just know on how to say things that are his - MY SHOES - MY NAPPY - So funny little AQIL!

Free signage from his Nursery - Pinnochio

He has been in nursery for more than 2 months and he keeps progressing as his teacher said, he started to communicate with other friend and now he got a new gilfriend (also a foreigner I believe as her father speaks other than english - maybe spanish or mexican). I really hope by the end of my studies, he will speaks english fluently and also understand Malay as well. But, I think he is really a pure Melayu since his Malay language is very understandable and clear.

This elephant has been a ride for Aqil

Being a creative is a must to kids as to develop their motor skills. Aqil can be let play alone under adults supervision and he will use everything around him in the other way around despite of it uses. Here, in an english country, kids are taught to be independent from as early as 1 year old. Why I am saying this as in his nursery, they are taught to eat by themselves, to clean up mess and many other things. From my observation, the kids in the nursery are very obedient and follow instructions very well. They apply guided learning and the kids learn new things every day.

He loves to sit on the ballon and bumping.