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Saya ni bukan reti main tag2 ni...ada 1 lagi rsnya berhutang dgn seseorg..hehehe..maklumlah sibuk study la konon...(study ka???)..Award ni telah dianugerahkan (eceh..) oleh along aka sitilina aka mommy lyna (xpnah sy memanggil nya gini...huhu...) seorg supermummy yg telah mendahului saya dr segi bilangan anak....seorg yg terlalu byk idea utk mengaranag sehingga saya merasakan beliau layak menjadi penulis tersohor suatu hari nnt...(konpom kembang kuncup along nieh...ini cubaan utk merapu di kala kemualan dtg melawat nieh...ehehe)...nk kenal dgn lembih lanjut..sila la lawat blog ALONG...

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag)

Adeh, ini ygsusah saya nk ceritakn sbbnya saya pon xkenal diri saya betul2 sbbkn sibuk menjaga sang putera yg sedap berdengkur diseblah saya ketika ini..hrp2 die xbgn menggaru lg pd mlm ini..

1. Saya makan byk...tp xgemuk2..hehe..kenapa ya???..oleh itu, xrugi kalau belanja sy mkn sbb sy suka mkn...dan mknn xakan terbazir...saya pasti akan cuba menghabiskn nya...hehehe....

2. Saya xsuka bau asap rokok...pening kepala...xbaik utk kesihatan...meneyesakkn dada...oleh itu..perokok2...sila jauhkn diri anda drpd sy kalau tidak mahu hati sakit yer...i'll be so annoying dgn smokers actually disbbkn xthn bau rokok itu....

3. Saya sgt suka mkn laksa...tp mesti sedap dan kene dgn tunas rasa lidah saya...ehehe...

4. Kenapa sy kawen muda???...hehehe...ini adalah cita2...sbb sy nk ibu muda yg meletop...(boleh ka???..rs xmeletop lgsg...selekeh adalah..horror jaa...huhuhu)..tambahan sy berhrp anak2 sy jugak kawen muda spy sy dpt bergelar nenek muda yang cun....ehehe..perasannye!!!!

5. Saya ade byk minat yg sy nk lakukan tp masih tidak dpt melakukn..kenapa ya???..masa...yaa...masa byk dihabiskn menguruskn anak dan rumah (rumah dh mcm tongkang pecah pon...)..antara minat sy...menjahit...melukis...berangan..(ni slalu la...)

6. Ish..byknyer 10...baru ke-6...nk wat fakta2 tertentu...xreti pulak..hish..ha...sy sebenarnya seorg yg gugup...cara cover..xdelah mintak excuse ke tandas..tp sy akan tersenyum2...tersipu2...ehehe...especially bila kene ckp omputih...sy sgt gugup..sbb itu bukan mother tounge saya...saya belajar english merangkak2...sampai ke university pon masih begitu adanya...maka..level of confidence...tersgtlah low disbbkn saya xspeaking dirumah..cma skang je..speaking siket2 dgn anak saya sbb die skolah omputih...maka kene ckp omputih jugakla...

7. Saya pnah berciat2 nk jadi ustazah..tp seolah2 terkubur setelah kesukaran menempatkn diri di sekolah agama sbb ms sy sekolah rendah...semua sy uruskn sendiri...ibu bapa saya kurang arif bab2 ni...jadi..sy hanya mengikut arus...dan hari ini adalah hasilnya...

8. Saya anak bongsu, tp saya bukan anak manja...sy blajar independent sejak dr tadika dan sy anak yg paling kurang menyusahkn ibu bapa(perasan tuuu)...sy sgt bersyukur Allah permudahkan jln sy utk ke hari ini tanpa menyusahkn ibu bapa saya dari segi kewangana dan tenaga....

9. Saya sgt lapar ketika ini...tp mls hendak mkn..camna tu yer????

10. Yey...yg terakhir...sy sgt malas lipat baju...tolong lipatkn baju...

4. Anda perlu memilih 6 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

Oleh sbb xramai pon reader blog nih...so..diorg je lah kene award...kalau dh kene bende alah ni..xyahla buat...saya ikot syarat jer..nasib baik 6 jer...kalau 10???..aduh..mana nk add lagi ni...hahaha.....sy bukan nyer blogger aktif pon....baiklah..kawan2...kalau korang free..buatlah..xfree...jgn paksa diri...xminat...pon xpe...saya menurut perintah jer....

1. Kak Asmida
2. Lilly
3. Kak Mazidah
4. Che Ah
5. Shazzy
6. Mira

Selamat membuat tag kalau rajin...haih..dh lapar...nk mkn...tp mengantuk...tido lg sedap....hihihi...

Macam2...

This week is really a something to me. First, this week is really essential for me to come up with reservoir properties from my petrophysical analysis. Being an inexperienced petrophysicist, i hardly find confidence in my analysis, however, i have to make my data looks confidence and therefore i have put several assumptions to simplify the matters. It was really a tiring work to understand the software and how it works best for my data which i need to refer to many other friends where they are located in different building and it was really tiring since my condition now is not the usual me. Even the weather is already sunny but breezy, i still wear coats to keep warm as i really can't live in cold weather, not like my son, he never wears his coat now after returning from nursery. And yes...the day is longer that the night of course..and imagine...at 5 am, it looks like 7.30 am in Malaysia..and 8.30 pm looks like 5.00 pm in Malaysia..dear oh dear..i heard that in July it's going to be worst...really can't wait to return home!

Last Tuesday, i had my first ultrasound in edinburgh. It was really far to get to the royal infirmary. We arrived quite early and the hospital really looks grand with some outlets inside and restaurants...it's actually a brand new hospital i guess..and yeah we just got in for scan for 10 minutes or so because everything was normal and I'll comeback for another scan when i reach 20 weeks pregnancy..i only got 1 picture from the scan result..but i was really glad seeing her gently dancing inside her sac and she already got her hands and feet. She actively moving through the scanning procedure. Now, she is 44mm long and my EDD will be on 27 November 2009 which is a relief for me as i got ample time to recover before getting busy for my bro's wedding, hopefully...

The next day, i had a visit to geological core store to look for my rocks. I mean, how does it looks like in real despite relying solely on printed reports that i have. My team core was 60 m long and i only brought 1 well core data with me as i thought, there would be only one core only. After all, I wasn't really know what to look at as i am really blunt in geology and even the terms such as stratigraphy, sedimentation etc always make me confused..but i do love nature, i love to learn how they formed and the ancient story behind it, but with the little knowledge that i have, i'm positive, that my story will be laughed by the experienced geologist..:P..i went there with my geologist...and actually i can't really work with him..it just i don't believe in his saying..haha..i dunno..i guess my wavelength does'nt aligned with him..but still, i need to work closely with him...

And today, i went to visit my assigned midwife, she is very nice and sweet lady, talks very soft and kind. I think it is really far different with our Malaysian government society. I can say, they are rude, hardly smile to greet you and makes the people around afraid of them..i dunno what the purpose of their bad attitudes anyway...here, people are very friendly regardless whether you are foreigner or not. I think that is why more people loves to migrate to western as the western people are more open and welcoming. Asian, I am not sure about my neighbouring country, i just can comment about my own country, it is quite shameless as the government staffs are not friendly and seems like they always work under pressure. Or maybe because of our hot weather that makes hot tempered human??? i dunno..but the private can give smiley and warmth greetings...why not the government...i really hopes..the new generation of government servants will employ best attitudes ever...i really hope...only one thing that make me sad...is...our salary...is not at par as any other country even our neighboring country...i just asked a friend of mine...and he said...fresh grad was paid by their NOC..around 1k pound...my salary??? even i have worked for 3 years plus...still not reaching 1k pound.....pathetic huh??? and please don't compare with the government pay..must be much lesser than mine..i guess...

OK, back to my midwife story...i was interviewed on my background and previous pregnancy.And also, my blood was taken for several tests and she did asked me to think about spina bifida/down snydrome test..which at first i dont want to do it as i really hate to donate my blood for tests...it was really hurt..since she did not wipe with spirit before putting in needle and vein is really small and she tried two times with different arms..and it was really scary when she put in the needle and still hurt when my blood is drained...i think, there was 6 tubes altogether...and when she took my weight..it was 41 kg..she said my BMI is too low..yes..i always know that..no matter how much i eat..i always failed to upgrade my BMI..and due to that..she said, i will be having monthly scanning to monitor my feotus weight..hehe..i like this as i can my bb more frequent...next scanning will be on my 15 weeks....:)..and..probably on 20 weeks...and i think...26 weeks or so..before i fly home...and it just about time to fly home as she said..my pregnancy must be around 28 weeks or less to enable me to fly....and..according to her estimation...i in the midst of 27 weeks..or else..i'm going to have a scottish bb..hihihi...if there is a need...i may adjust my timetable..so i can come home early...

Petrophysics..

I always wanted a perfection in what ever am doing but it will never be perfect. I always willing to contribute something to the people that really hope something from me but it always a dead end at the beginning and takes time for any contribution..but this time, time is really limited..i am still don't really know what i'm supposed to do..it's not that i'm escaping from the role that has been given to me but, with the weak condition of myself, the least motivation that i have now make me blunt and can't think straight of the steps that i should've taken.

I'm glad that i'm in the group of people where most of them are really talented in the area they're belongs to but am worried if i can't fulfill their target. It's not that i'm not cooperating well but seriously, honestly, with zero experience in this field, i really can't imagine the real thing i need to do. With very minimal guidance (only from books and asking friends who are also don't really know), i'm afraid i can't meet the objective. I've started thinking that my decision to do petrophysics is a big mistake but that is what i want to be when i get back to the company because i feel that is the simplest job i can do after reservoir, drilling or what ever which i am not good at (i don't get good marks for the rest of subjects)..but, when come to application...i am stucked..my previous lecture which is also a petrophysicist was gone to other university and left behind the academician which are very busy at the moment..and i'm not confident of their capabilities to guide me..but i will try to approach them and hopefully they will give a useful guidance of what petrophysicist should do....

He doesn't eat FISH!

Not everyone of my friends or relatives know about this..my dear hubby doesn't eat FISH..how did i deal with it for the past 3 years??

Because of we are working couple..there's not much of it...since only dinner that i've to cook...and i really don't go with cooking that much..because...i am restricted not to cook any kind of fish cooking in the house or my hubby will be fussing around for the whole night...and spoiled my appetite..so...i only cook chicken and beef...other than that...most of the time...we just bought at nearby restaurant...or eating out...where i can order out anything that i wanted...haha..this is become my favorites...or looked after everyday...however...eating out or TAPAU will be boring if it is too often...so...i've to cook as well and my cooking is not always do well...because i don't do cooking that much before i get married..

So, since he doesn't like fish...my best time for eating...is when we eating out...or during lunchtime at office...i have the freedom to choose the dish that i want...and also...when i am at my parent's...my mom always know what i want to eat....but..i'm still learning to cope with the situation...and i hope i have the extra strength to do it...it just that, i'm easily get tired after cooking too much of thing...and that is why i don't do cooking or in other work..i don't like to cook everyday because it tiring and i'm not satisfied as i always prepare 1 hour for cooking..so what i can cook within 1 hour???..only 2 dishes...and of course must be his dishes...and am never get the satisfaction when cooking at home....i really hope that my hubby will eat fish as i do...it's really difficult to change people mindset...he says fish HANYIR...but i think..chicken pon HANYIR as well...not to say prawns, squids...etc....

60% completed..Alhamdulillah...

Yesterday marked the finishing line of my "examinable material". However, I am not sure if after this, there will still be any other exam that i;ll be going through in my life.This time around was the very hardest in my life..Why i say so, because i didn't do much of study like i always do..Why didn't i??..It's all because my health..However, I'm glad since I did not panic during exam and still can think what I'm supposed to scribble in my answer papers...this is really surprisingly...I've never experienced this before...I tried to be optimistic as I could that the examiner will be much of generous when marking mine and a PASSED is already a big success for me..Well, that what you will do when you're least expected....Aminn...

Thinking how i went through those time, i don't think i can go through it again. It was really a big challenge for me..and this Msc really thaught me of life survival..And i'm grateful I done my degree in UTP instead of overboard..yeah..I guess I am truly Malay...can't live well at any other places...because my favorites are the malays dishes...owh...i'm drooling for it very badly now actually....

Yeah..I'm glad even though i really hate this Msc stuff because it never make me feel easy though...there's always incoming work...i never get to go for vacation outside UK because of it...i guess that make me feel worst...because i really enjoy vacation...and that's why i chose to study here...to get a little vacation away from Malaysia...(that's my secret on the reason...let only ME know why)..However, deep in my heart, there's a bit of frustration because i can't get the 'distinction' as i always dream of..i know..because my past exam didn't do that good...just average...and this time around...with the sickness i held for weeks...i just hope for a PASSED in every subject...and moreover...the exams carries 60% of total Msc...If I get A for projects...I don't think it would help me...

Inspite of that...a gift from Allah came to me...and that is why I endured all the sickness, stressed because of the greatest gift i've always wish for..and I am very pleased of it...and really THANK YOU ALLAH for granting my DOA...that is what meant by when you're least expected...I hope everything goes smoothly here...getting pregnant at people place is not the same as at my own place...in KL most probably, i can get my first scan by now..at the most prestige hospital with the very best gynae..here, i need to follow the government style of pregnancy care which is a new experience to me...but i hope, i still can deliver in KL...inshaAllah...hopefully everything goes well..

And of course, i kept thinking how's my baby doing..because i never see HER(i don't know..but i hope for a SHE)...last time...i almost dropped a tear when first i see the heartbeat..this time..a bit tougher for me to handle a cheeky toddler around who is always want me to be on his side...and a husband that is bit fussy...my study...and of course my self...i really don't like the weather here now...because it's chilly and I don't like to go to the kitchen because it is very chilly...and I am very sensitive to some odor in the kitchen..which it appears and sometimes dissappears..and unlucky me...my hubby is not a chef...he doesn't like to cook..just eat...if I'm in KL it will be much easier..since there's lots of restaurant around my area with tasty foods...that is why to calm myself...i kept thinking how the good the food i ate before...i imagining that i return to the past..."what a fool i am"...yeah...even i can find the ingredient..my cooking will never taste good since my tounge has lost its sensitivity...i've always taste plain everytime i eat...

THIS IS REALLY A BIG CHALLENGE...HOPE IT WILL GO AWAY IN A QUICK TIME...AMINNN